Oct. 27th, 2003

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Hey there, all...

So yeah, I guess Ramadan snuck up on me. :) I had two Skittles and was planning where Eric and I would go for lunch before the Changeling game when I read Snakes' announcement. "Fuck," I said to myself. "How am I gonna make it all damn day on two Skittles?"

But I did! Never underestimate the power of the rainbow. I wasn't even grumpy or anything! Go me. ;)

The Changeling game went well on Sunday, even though it started three hours late. Eric picked me up on time, which was wonderful, but Willie stopped by to ask Chaser if he'd run the LARP next Sunday (and to ask me to pick up the Asst. Storyteller tab for the game). So we spazzed about storyline, sized up the NPCs against the PCs and came to a pretty good understanding. At least, Chaser and Willie did; I'm pretty much doing grunt-work for the evening. :)

After that, we went to WalMart, which had free samples ALL OVER THE PLACE. I really don't understand how you could possibly fit a microwave and table for popcorn samples in the aquarium aisle, but somehow they managed it. It was torture. All these cups and napkins arranged with little bite-sized tidbits of brightly colored objects. It was like being at the world's smallest buffet. :P I got out with what I intended to get, though; Pop Tarts, a few TV dinners, fake chicken patties and laundry detergent. Oh, and a new hair trimmer-thing. This one actually works! How cool is that?!?

I'll put up a little short-story game-thing in a little while; I won't be running the game for another month (four of us share Sunday for games), so I have time to actually see about making a series of fiction based on it. Should be fun. :)

Came home, took shower, shaved head. ATE. I had a 'chicken' sandwich, red beans and rice and honey vanilla chamomile tea. Not bad, but I messed up the beans and rice somehow. I don't think I let them mingle with the water enough, or something. Damn tricky beans.

Overall, the weekend was OK. :) I had a pretty horrible Friday, but Saturday and Sunday were cool at least. I was supposed to go to Eureka Springs to pick up a tea set that I've been eyeing, but there were crossed wires. I'll have another opportunity here in a couple weeks, and I might dig into a *bit* of MFF money to pick it up. Probably not, though; I'll just wait until I come back.

I did a bit of preliminary research on Taoism and the Tao Teh Ching, since Kevin and I will be reading it during Ramadan. I wanted to get a bit of background information so I can understand the context with which it was written. Wasn't entirely successful, but I gained a bit of insight into how it operates. I'll see what else I can dig up tonight.

One of the big things I came away with this weekend was that I'm a pretty flawed individual, especially when it comes to on-line kinkiness. I'm really going to have to find a way to curb desires and whatnot; not cut off my balls or anything, I rather enjoy fantasizing about rabbits thankyouverymuch. :) But what that desire leads to is a rather unhappy place, and it's not so much the want of things but how I deal with that want that usually leads to disappointment. There's shit I need to work on, and I'm good with that. I'll work on it.

I've been obsessed with Some Devil by Dave Matthews lately. In my opinion, it's even better than his stuff with the Band. Amazing, amazing songwriting. Get it, now!
jakebe: (Default)
Hey there, all...

Today, work was...odd. Not sure quite what to say about it other than that. Felt good for the most part, but towards the end of the day my mood kind of deteriorated and I couldn't get motivated much. People going through and destroying the Cookbook section could not have helped.

Odis came to pick me up, and we bought mesh for me to make new ears. Hopefully, I can get them done by Friday so I can dress up in my pooka suit for Halloween at the bookshop. I also need to wash my coat, and sew some buttons and little sleeve fringes. Maybe patch up a pocket or two.

Read, talked about and commented on the first verse of the Tao Teh Ching. Those of you interested know where to go.

Now comes the hard part; going to bed early when it's so very tempting to stay up and mess about on-line. It's completely irrational, but I always worry about what I'm missing, even if I'm likely too tired to be doing much of anything. So many people I want to talk to and catch up with, so many little things I want to do to bond to people, just to have people think of me.

It's lonely, but I know I'm doing the right thing.

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