Love and Sex and Loneliness
Oct. 27th, 2003 10:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jakebe
Hey there, all...
Today, work was...odd. Not sure quite what to say about it other than that. Felt good for the most part, but towards the end of the day my mood kind of deteriorated and I couldn't get motivated much. People going through and destroying the Cookbook section could not have helped.
Odis came to pick me up, and we bought mesh for me to make new ears. Hopefully, I can get them done by Friday so I can dress up in my pooka suit for Halloween at the bookshop. I also need to wash my coat, and sew some buttons and little sleeve fringes. Maybe patch up a pocket or two.
Read, talked about and commented on the first verse of the Tao Teh Ching. Those of you interested know where to go.
Now comes the hard part; going to bed early when it's so very tempting to stay up and mess about on-line. It's completely irrational, but I always worry about what I'm missing, even if I'm likely too tired to be doing much of anything. So many people I want to talk to and catch up with, so many little things I want to do to bond to people, just to have people think of me.
It's lonely, but I know I'm doing the right thing.
Today, work was...odd. Not sure quite what to say about it other than that. Felt good for the most part, but towards the end of the day my mood kind of deteriorated and I couldn't get motivated much. People going through and destroying the Cookbook section could not have helped.
Odis came to pick me up, and we bought mesh for me to make new ears. Hopefully, I can get them done by Friday so I can dress up in my pooka suit for Halloween at the bookshop. I also need to wash my coat, and sew some buttons and little sleeve fringes. Maybe patch up a pocket or two.
Read, talked about and commented on the first verse of the Tao Teh Ching. Those of you interested know where to go.
Now comes the hard part; going to bed early when it's so very tempting to stay up and mess about on-line. It's completely irrational, but I always worry about what I'm missing, even if I'm likely too tired to be doing much of anything. So many people I want to talk to and catch up with, so many little things I want to do to bond to people, just to have people think of me.
It's lonely, but I know I'm doing the right thing.
