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You Know You Can Turn
Nov. 20th, 2002 11:26 am
Hey there, all...
"Innocence" is restarting a bit more early than I thought, and with only one person. Since i don't quite have to worry abotu scheduling so much, I can devote more time towards getting the on-line Changeling game off the ground. I think (hope) that I can have a regular Sunday game-time going by the first of the year. If anyone's interested, just let me know. Right now I have one definite, and one possible. You know who you are. I'm looking for four or five people eventually, no more.
Today's my late day at work. I spent the day so far just kind of piddling around with various projects. My slow-ass connection installed QuickTime while I worked on Layman's Connection and ??Salvation??. Layman's Connection is going to be a seperate LiveJournal devoted entirely to movie, music, book and theatrical reviews. It *should* be up by the end of the week, and I'm hoping for updates three times a week. Hoping, that is. We'll see how it goes and maybe then I'll pare it down to twice weekly.
Most of this little funk I'm in, actually, is coming from the prospect of not being particularly active. Not creating anything worthwhile, not doing anything. A lot of that can't be helped, but I think I've been pretty productive with the time I've spent home today and yesterday, so that's helping my mood a little. If I can just let that motivated mood snowball into something, slowly but surely, than I should be OK.
Spent a good deal of time on-line last night and today. I didn't do anything too...taxing, I suppose, just hung out with Lazarus and Eliahn mainly. I talked to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
pawslut a bit, too, until I face-planted at my computer. I haven't done that in a while, too. :/ I feel kinda bad; a chance like that doesn't come along too often, and I passed out. <:) Sorry.
Anywho, Arlekin's going to come by this evening and we'll play "Innocence" at work. That's the plan, anyway. Last Wednesday was pretty quiet, and if I can manage to move the Theology section before I take the desk for the last four hours I should be in pretty good shape. Afterwards, maybe being dropped off at 2's place for a bit would be the best idea, since I'm not guaranteed a ride back unless it's with Arlekin. I could come in super-early, actually, but I'm working an eight-hour day there already so...bleh.
All in all, things are good. Still missing people that I've...distanced from, but the decision's been made. I hope the situations improve, but I don't hold out much hope honestly. I just hate feeling that things have no kind of closure, even if it's entirely my fault that they don't. There's just no really good way to decide to tell someone you're going a seperate way, especially if they're part of a circle or two you're on the peripheries of.
I think too much. More work, less think.
"Innocence" is restarting a bit more early than I thought, and with only one person. Since i don't quite have to worry abotu scheduling so much, I can devote more time towards getting the on-line Changeling game off the ground. I think (hope) that I can have a regular Sunday game-time going by the first of the year. If anyone's interested, just let me know. Right now I have one definite, and one possible. You know who you are. I'm looking for four or five people eventually, no more.
Today's my late day at work. I spent the day so far just kind of piddling around with various projects. My slow-ass connection installed QuickTime while I worked on Layman's Connection and ??Salvation??. Layman's Connection is going to be a seperate LiveJournal devoted entirely to movie, music, book and theatrical reviews. It *should* be up by the end of the week, and I'm hoping for updates three times a week. Hoping, that is. We'll see how it goes and maybe then I'll pare it down to twice weekly.
Most of this little funk I'm in, actually, is coming from the prospect of not being particularly active. Not creating anything worthwhile, not doing anything. A lot of that can't be helped, but I think I've been pretty productive with the time I've spent home today and yesterday, so that's helping my mood a little. If I can just let that motivated mood snowball into something, slowly but surely, than I should be OK.
Spent a good deal of time on-line last night and today. I didn't do anything too...taxing, I suppose, just hung out with Lazarus and Eliahn mainly. I talked to
pawslut a bit, too, until I face-planted at my computer. I haven't done that in a while, too. :/ I feel kinda bad; a chance like that doesn't come along too often, and I passed out. <:) Sorry.
Anywho, Arlekin's going to come by this evening and we'll play "Innocence" at work. That's the plan, anyway. Last Wednesday was pretty quiet, and if I can manage to move the Theology section before I take the desk for the last four hours I should be in pretty good shape. Afterwards, maybe being dropped off at 2's place for a bit would be the best idea, since I'm not guaranteed a ride back unless it's with Arlekin. I could come in super-early, actually, but I'm working an eight-hour day there already so...bleh.
All in all, things are good. Still missing people that I've...distanced from, but the decision's been made. I hope the situations improve, but I don't hold out much hope honestly. I just hate feeling that things have no kind of closure, even if it's entirely my fault that they don't. There's just no really good way to decide to tell someone you're going a seperate way, especially if they're part of a circle or two you're on the peripheries of.
I think too much. More work, less think.
