jakebe: (Aborigine/Shamanism)
This is a short short story featuring a character I'll be playing for a friend's Star Wars: Age of Rebellion game. He is a Togorian (a tall, feline-like alien species with a really interesting sexual dichotomy) who eschews the typical nomadic lifestyle of his species by choice -- he views traveling throughout the galaxy as merely an extension of that lifestyle, where he gets to meet all manner of different sapient beings and find interesting technology for his wife. I like playing big guys who are more interested in the intellectual, spiritual or social, what can I say?
Kraugh slouched low in his chair, made sure his hands were under the table, kept his voice low and didn't display his teeth. He knew that his size and teeth and claws had the potential to put his trading partner on alert, and he really didn't want that. If he could manage to pull of this score, it'd be a huge boon for the crew.
His ears flicked around the bar as he scanned the riot of people stuffed into close quarters, shouting over each other to be heard. No sign of his partner, but it was early yet. He wouldn't start to feel nervous about being stood up for another few minutes.
For now, he simply watched people. There were a pack of Bothans sitting in one corner booth, drinking something brightly colored out of a glass as long as their forearms. They were speaking quietly, their big ears turned towards each other, fur rippling in ways that meant something only to them. Kraugh briefly thought about heading over there, buying them a drink and striking up a conversation. He'd bet at least a thousand credits that they had something intensely interesting going down. Bothans tended not to gather in one place otherwise. He shifted in his seat and drained half of his drink in one long draught. The evening would pick up soon enough, he told himself. No need to go chasing excitement when it was coming to him.
A Wookiee and a Twilek sat at another table, speaking animatedly. He could pick up a few of the growls and muted roars of Shyriiwook, but couldn't make much sense out of the conversation. They were worried about...either a person or a box that had gone missing either three days or three hundred years before. Either way, that sounded intriguing too. Maybe if he listened closer, he could find a way into--
A Rodian slipped up to the table, holding a satchel close against its chest. A shock of reddish-brown hair leapt between its antennae and presumably continued down the back of its skull. Kraugh would have guessed it to be female, but it was difficult to tell with reptilian races. He shifted his weight to stand, thought the better of it, and simply nodded to the empty chair across the table.
<<Thank you.>> It spoke in Rodese; thankfully it was one of the few phrases Kraugh knew.
"Basic, please," he purred. "I'm sure you don't want to hear me butchering your language any more than I'd want to mangle it."
The Rodian sat down with a nod. "Fine. It's enough of a surprise to see a Togorian away from his homeworld. I guess it's too much to expect one to speak other languages."
Kraugh flicked an ear, taking his partner's measure. Clearly, she was nervous -- the smart play here would be to put her at ease. "I've picked up a few here and there. You can't be a Galactic citizen for very long without learning a few things."
"True." The Rodian clutched the satchel even now. "Like being brief when you're making a deal."
Kraugh smiled, remembered his fangs, and stopped. "I won't keep you." He nodded towards the bag. "Is that it?"
The Rodian nodded, shrugging the satchel's strap from around her shoulder and pushing the package across the table. "Open the bag and inspect quickly. If you need a closer look, you can take it into the refresher."
Kraugh perked a brow. "You'd trust me alone with the package?"
"You wouldn't be. There's a Gamorrean there who'll be glad to escort you back to the table."
This time Kraugh couldn't suppress a grin. "Smart."
"You have to be to do what I do for very long."
"I'm glad you are." He opened the satchel with the flick of a claw and lifted the flap to peek inside.
The gun looked like the standard issue SE-14r given to stormtroopers with a few modifications. The sight was missing, the barrel was slightly shorter and the overall form factor was a bit sleeker. The pack was notably smaller, presumably to make room for a slightly rounded bulge near the safety mechanism. That could mean only one thing.
"They did it." Kraugh purred as he closed the satchel and shoved it back towards the Rodian. "They got the gyroscopic sight to work."
The Rodian simply nodded. "You can fire as many shots with a smaller battery, too. Small, efficient, accurate. It's a big improvement."
"But this is only a prototype, right? So what's the problem?"
"The laser battery is right up against the gyroscopic sight. So if you auto-fire or shoot off a few too many rounds in too short a time, you start to warp the scope."
Kraugh blinked. "So the more you shoot, the less accurate you get."
"That's right. But you don't want a functional weapon anyway, do you?" It was possible that the Rodian smiled. Kraugh would really have to become more familiar with the finer points of their physiology.
"No, I don't. Let's just say it'll be neat to see how this thing works."
The Rodian clicked once. "A Togorian interested in technology? Now I've seen everything."
Kraugh shook his head. "Oh, it's not for me. Give me a good sc'rath any day. This is a present for my wife."
"A romantic Togorian is even more surprising. Who's your wife? I might have had dealings with her."
"Give me your name and I'll see if she knows you. She doesn't meet many off-worlders, but that could change once her position improves." Kraugh grinned, showing teeth this time.
The Rodian waved off the comment good-naturedly. "Perhaps another time, then. Once we've learned to trust each other."
"Once you've learned to trust me, you mean." Kraugh dug into the pack at his hip and fished out a number of credit sticks. They were easily hidden in his hand, and he placed them under the satchel. "You'll find it all there, plus a little extra for making this run so smoothly. Hopefully, that'll help."
He leaned back while the Rodian counted the credits and slipped them into her pocket. "It does, a little. It's been a pleasure, Togorian, but I'm sure you have other places to be."
Kraugh lifted a brow. "Other business here?" He drained his drink and stood, grabbing the satchel in one big hand. "If you have anything else for me, just pass a word along to Talik. He'll make sure it gets to me."
"I sure will," the Rodian said. "Until then."
Kraugh nodded and stalked towards the entrance of the bar. It only occurred to him when he ducked out into the heat of the day that this could be some sort of sting operation, but he quietly dismissed it. Just because they were engaged in a number of under-the-table activities doesn't mean they couldn't trust one another? There had to be such a thing as honor among thieves, after all.
The Rodian looked to make sure the Togorian was gone before speaking into her comm. "The mark has taken the bait. Repeat, the mark has taken the bait."
jakebe: (Writing)
It's been a little while since I've made a journal post about what's going on in my life, and I'd really like to, so I thought I would.

Mostly, it's been the same thing: work, exercise, TV and movies, hanging out with friends, and making incremental progress on the same goals I've had for the last few years. It's routine, and honestly not *that* exciting, but it's a good life and I like it. I've shifted my focus over time to making it as best a life as I can. At this point in my development, I realize that the loftiest goals might be a bit beyond me. I don't expect to be a famous writer, or a gifted public speaker, or a wise Zen master. That's fine. I do expect to be a better friend, a wiser person, a more eloquent speaker and writer, and more comfortable with myself. Those are easier goals to meet, and it's kind of a big deal that I made the switch. Gone are the lofty, vague dreams of childhood, where I had limitless potential and boundless energy with which to achieve it. Now, I'm not lamenting my wasted potential, and I've shifted my focus to see just how much I can push myself from where I am.

That's not to say I don't still have goals. I *do* want to become a writer, and I'm working on making progress towards that end. It's slow, but sure. As usual, the biggest obstacle I have in my way is discipline and courage. I make these grand plans at the beginning of the week -- "I will write for at least one hour every day this week" -- and I slowly wittle away those expectations until, by the end of it, I'm consoling myself with finishing an e-mail that took me all week to write and promising myself that I'll do better next week.

I think the trouble here is I'm a morning person. I really am. If I could get up and have an hour before work to get in some solid writing, I'd be a happy camper, but that's unmanageable with the schedule I have. My energy level and focus goes down until I'm at the point where I just want to play video games or watch TV by 9 p.m. I haven't discovered a way to stay sharp through the day, so that by the time I get home I'm ready to dive right in to a short story. Maybe that's something that comes with practice, and what I really need to do is push through the fatigue and write (badly) anyway.

Finally, there's the matter of my inner critic. I have the terrible habit of self-editing while I'm writing, which makes me double back and rewrite every sentence two or three times before I'm ready to move on. I have yet to find a way to consistently shut him up enough to just plow through a shitty first draft, stuff something in a drawer for a while, and then come back to it for the edit. I'm sure there's a way to do it. Again, the thing I'm imagining works best is just shutting up and doing it anyway.

I'm also spotty with exercise, though I really enjoy it. When work is really demanding, I come home tired, but always feel better after lifting weights or running or whatever it is I decide to do. Where I keep falling down is the diet.

I have a tremendous sweet tooth. I love cookies, pastries, cakes, pies, candies, chocolate, whatever I can get my little paws on, chances are I'll eat. I've been trying to train myself away from the worst offenders (chocolate bars, buttery pastries, cakes) and replacing them with stuff that's still not great, but at the very least better. Jelly beans and those little gummi raspberries and blackberries are my new best friends. :) That's worked out pretty well, but I still have a tendency to browse that just deep-sixes me.

Overall, though, things haven't been too bad. I tend to focus on the negative, what I could be doing better, just because I'm actively trying to *be* better. For the first time in a long time, I have the mental capital for it, and I'm really excited about taking advantage of it.

There's this saying that's stuck with me ever since I heard it: "Who you are is what you've done in the past, and who you'll be is what you're doing right now." It's a great reminder that in order to be the person I've always wanted to be, all I have to do is change my behavior right now, in this moment. Make the decision that makes me wiser, or more grateful, or more thoughtful. Be more organized. Follow through on goals I've set. Try harder to do what I find worthwhile. There is no time like the present for all of that.

So yes, I'm doing much the same thing I've always been doing, but also trying to forment a quiet revolution in my way of thinking and handling things. It's working, at least I hope it is.

In other news, I had an absolutely fantastic birthday week. :) Ryan was kind enough to get me a DSi and Peggle: Dual Shot; my dragon knows me too well. On Thursday we went out to Black Angus for steak, and then we hooked up with Cooner and his brother for drinks at our favorite neighborhood watering hole, Adam's Apple New Jersey's. On Friday we watched Funny People, which *was* pretty funny, but also a little depressing and about 30 minutes too long.

Saturday was busy. We went to Brokken and Jonny's housewarming/birthday party, which was an absolute blast. There I met a delightful couple (AngelBunny and M-Tiger, I believe), and had one of the best shishkebabs ever. Also, Bolt made a special appearance. Must have been expensive to get. :) After that, there was my birthday dinner at the Duke of Edinburgh, which was attended by way more people than I thought would come. Thanks an awful bunch guys, for showing up and helping me get trashed. :D

On Sunday we headed back to the movie theatre for a double feature of The Perfect Getaway and GI Joe; both were surprisingly fun. I'm worried Getaway won't be seen by enough folks, especially because it has Milla Jovovich, but if you're in the mood for a good, smart thriller, I'd recommend giving it a try. I'm also in love with the new GI Joe power armor. Ryan had mentioned imagining that buff lion-men were doing everything instead of just guys in suits, though, and he's right; it makes the movie *twenty* times better. :)

Sunday evening was full of KOTOR, and I made significant progress with my time on Tattooine. I finally managed to get those stupid Sand People the water vaporisers they need, so they would stop attacking people on sight, and Mission finally met up with her brother Griff. Griff is a giant asshat.

Finally, there was True Blood, which is just a gem of a show if you guys aren't watching it. Last night's episode featured what was probably the crowning moment of Jason Stackhouse's young, stupid life and the near-resolution of the whole Dallas arc. But, if you aren't watching, you probably have no idea what I'm talking about, right? ;)

Now I'm at work, just getting ready to clock in. For a Monday, it's not going to be a bad day. I can feel it.
jakebe: (comics)
Is it egotistical to want to play the future ancestor of a character you're already playing in another game? After reading up on Star Wars: Legacy, I've fallen in love with the idea of a Cathar Jedi all over again. Though a Togorian Jedi would be bad ass. :D

I've just been itching to play something big and brutal, that's all.

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