I Lost Myself
Jul. 28th, 2002 11:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jakebe
Hey there, all...
This has been a very interesting weekend. All in all, nothing was really bad, but nothing was really good either. More than anything, for most of the weekend, I just wanted to be left alone, or at least given some room to spend some time with one or two people I would really like to spend some time with.
Everything these days seems nothing more than a distraction from what I feel I should be really doing. I need to write? Someone always comes in and talks to me, and I end up doing something else. Blah. Blah blah blah! Grrr.
Anyway, I need to devise a way to cut down on extraneous people talking to me so I can actually have deep meaningful conversations with people I *want* to have conversations with. I'm thinking a massive on-line identity overhaul is in order.
And to think, a few weeks ago I was bitching about feeling disconnected from friends. This is probably why. I suck. :P
This has been a very interesting weekend. All in all, nothing was really bad, but nothing was really good either. More than anything, for most of the weekend, I just wanted to be left alone, or at least given some room to spend some time with one or two people I would really like to spend some time with.
Everything these days seems nothing more than a distraction from what I feel I should be really doing. I need to write? Someone always comes in and talks to me, and I end up doing something else. Blah. Blah blah blah! Grrr.
Anyway, I need to devise a way to cut down on extraneous people talking to me so I can actually have deep meaningful conversations with people I *want* to have conversations with. I'm thinking a massive on-line identity overhaul is in order.
And to think, a few weeks ago I was bitching about feeling disconnected from friends. This is probably why. I suck. :P
