Strange Little Girls
Sep. 26th, 2001 02:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jakebeOK, this is my first entry, I suppose.
I'm not quite sure what it is I'm supposed to say...I guess, talk about my life right now. Well, OK, then here goes...
Right now, I have a vague feeling of disappointment, and disconnection. I don't feel really close to anyone or any thing, and most things I do seems pointless nowadays. This might have something to do with the recent attacks on NYC and everything, along with the responses given by the President and most of America. I just can't support the bloodthirsty attitude so many people are taking. It sickens me, really.
Everyone is getting on my nerves these days in some way or another. This is just a general malaise that comes from having to deal with too many people. I never really have time to sit back and try to figure myself out. Are people moving away from me, or am I moving away from them?
Generally, when I try to disconnect myself from people, I usually end up forsaking one group and moving to another. This totally defeats the purpose of me leaving a place in the first place; which is mainly to get solitude. Maybe a more...severe kind of disconnection is in order one of these days.
Just a few thoughts.
I'm not quite sure what it is I'm supposed to say...I guess, talk about my life right now. Well, OK, then here goes...
Right now, I have a vague feeling of disappointment, and disconnection. I don't feel really close to anyone or any thing, and most things I do seems pointless nowadays. This might have something to do with the recent attacks on NYC and everything, along with the responses given by the President and most of America. I just can't support the bloodthirsty attitude so many people are taking. It sickens me, really.
Everyone is getting on my nerves these days in some way or another. This is just a general malaise that comes from having to deal with too many people. I never really have time to sit back and try to figure myself out. Are people moving away from me, or am I moving away from them?
Generally, when I try to disconnect myself from people, I usually end up forsaking one group and moving to another. This totally defeats the purpose of me leaving a place in the first place; which is mainly to get solitude. Maybe a more...severe kind of disconnection is in order one of these days.
Just a few thoughts.
