She Wants to Be The Queen
Mar. 4th, 2002 10:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jakebe
Hey there, all...
Well, here I am, it's Monday morning, and I'm feeling slightly disgusted with myself.
What I need to do is go off somewhere and figure things out, but I don't really want to do that because I'm afraid all of the people I know (well, most of the on-line people, at least) will leave me by the time I figure things out and come back refreshed for it. My need for company is overriding my good common sense, and it's pissing me off.
Anyway, it's getting easier to ween myself from being on-line too much, since I'm working so much, and most of my friends seem either bored or pissed with me anyway. Those few that I still talk to on a regular basis I can always call, so there you go. All of this bullshit is just too much to deal with.
Of course, I've said this all before, and I'll probably end up exactly like this again sometime in the not-so-distant future. I'm pretty damned spineless. :P
Well, here I am, it's Monday morning, and I'm feeling slightly disgusted with myself.
What I need to do is go off somewhere and figure things out, but I don't really want to do that because I'm afraid all of the people I know (well, most of the on-line people, at least) will leave me by the time I figure things out and come back refreshed for it. My need for company is overriding my good common sense, and it's pissing me off.
Anyway, it's getting easier to ween myself from being on-line too much, since I'm working so much, and most of my friends seem either bored or pissed with me anyway. Those few that I still talk to on a regular basis I can always call, so there you go. All of this bullshit is just too much to deal with.
Of course, I've said this all before, and I'll probably end up exactly like this again sometime in the not-so-distant future. I'm pretty damned spineless. :P
