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Jun. 22nd, 2003 09:45 am
Hey there, all...
For some reason (being on-line), the depression just kept spiralling down and I had a desperately needed Good Cry. I think I have the gambler's addiction gene, it's just focused on well, friendships. Every time I meet someone I think this time it'll go better, maybe I'll win them over this time, and it never happens. I shouldn't be so silly as to be crushed by people who don't care in the first place, but there you go.
No matter what I do, or who I'm with, I'm always going to feel lonely, and I don't know why.
For some reason (being on-line), the depression just kept spiralling down and I had a desperately needed Good Cry. I think I have the gambler's addiction gene, it's just focused on well, friendships. Every time I meet someone I think this time it'll go better, maybe I'll win them over this time, and it never happens. I shouldn't be so silly as to be crushed by people who don't care in the first place, but there you go.
No matter what I do, or who I'm with, I'm always going to feel lonely, and I don't know why.
