Dec. 2nd, 2002

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Hey there, all...

Normally, the weekend is my unwind time. With everything that's going on during the week, I can actually just kind of kick back and well, mellow.

That wasn't the case this weekend. Oh, don't get me wrong; I had a fun time this weekend, but for some reason it didn't leave me with that "all-right-I'm-ready-to-go-kick-Monday's-ass" feeling. So now work is being an absolute bear, and there are so many books to shelve, and Jeremy put Catholic books in with the Baptist books and I have to resort everything and goddamnit if I *ever* see him walk into the Bookstore again I'm going to jump him and pull out his teeth with a blunt spoon!

[livejournal.com profile] jtskunk, if you're able to read this, check out "Buddhism Without Beliefs". All the great 'philosophy' of Buddhism with none of the spirituality! Now you can have your Zen and be agnostic too!

I had this weird 'guilt dream' last night. I usually don't have dreams unless I'm feeling guilty about something, and I'm trying to ignore it. I had this dream that I had walked into Lester Burnham's house from American Beauty, and he was in the bathroom masturbating in front of a mirror. I won't even begin to think about the symbolism that could possibly entail.

There was a fellow talking to me (I forget who) and he was showing me all kinds of things, stuff that would be nice to know but not necessary, I suppose. I suddenly realized with a bit of dismay that my hair was a lot longer than I thought it should be (I cut my hair every time I finish a writing project, and am about to start a new one) and I felt bad for being lazy about things that I know I should be doing.

So, if I can make it home during the week, I think I'll tell everyone to back off for a little while so I can catch up on projects that *need* to be done. I've been putting it off for far too long, and I would really like to kick up a rhythm where I'm not writing like a stutter for any length of time.

Even still, I'll have to challenge [livejournal.com profile] danruk to a game of cribbage next time I spot him on FM. >:)

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