Tao

[jakebe]

I feel stupid, dull, unmotivated, crotchety, unbalanced, unimaginative, lame and alone. I don't know what to do with other people, even if I want to, so I'm by myself tonight. And writing here instead of writing something worthwhile, thinking, being inspired, cooking, cleaning, anything else but brooding.

But this is OK. This is as valid a feeling as any to have.

Tonight, chili with rice, some crackers and wallowing in a bad mood while making carrot salad.