Oh dear. Please know how much sympathy I have. I've been in a very similar place and it's hard and it's a struggle. It's very like a bad breakup, but with so few cultural models for how to process that grief and to restore your ... if I say 'individual wholeness' does that communicate something? The feeling that you don't have this gap where this person should be, at least not so important a gap that you can't go without thinking of it.
If you ever feel like it might help sharing experiences or something I'm happy to.
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Date: 2025-09-10 04:51 am (UTC)If you ever feel like it might help sharing experiences or something I'm happy to.