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Just Like the Stock Market
Apr. 3rd, 2008 09:14 am
Woops, there it goes -- my mood just crashed.
There are a bunch of small factors that ended up pushing me over; worry about being ignored by a friend and trying to come up with reasons for non-communication, the frustration of work that's been ongoing for two or three weeks now (I am, essentially, the only person working a job that's meant for two or three) and trying to remain optimistic about the transiency of this situation, the worry about money and such, and my seeming inability to spend carefully.
None of these situations aren't as bad as all that, but they're impossible to deal with because I am *not* getting enough sleep.
The worst part is it's entirely my fault. I chose to go to bed as late as I have. So it sucks that this mood is making me weird towards other people who don't deserve it. Knowing *that* makes me feel worse.
I just have to make it through today and try to be reasonable, careful and mindful. Tonight, proper dinner, vegging with television, and an early bedtime.
This too shall pass.
There are a bunch of small factors that ended up pushing me over; worry about being ignored by a friend and trying to come up with reasons for non-communication, the frustration of work that's been ongoing for two or three weeks now (I am, essentially, the only person working a job that's meant for two or three) and trying to remain optimistic about the transiency of this situation, the worry about money and such, and my seeming inability to spend carefully.
None of these situations aren't as bad as all that, but they're impossible to deal with because I am *not* getting enough sleep.
The worst part is it's entirely my fault. I chose to go to bed as late as I have. So it sucks that this mood is making me weird towards other people who don't deserve it. Knowing *that* makes me feel worse.
I just have to make it through today and try to be reasonable, careful and mindful. Tonight, proper dinner, vegging with television, and an early bedtime.
This too shall pass.
