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Just got back from work, and boy am I tired! I slept about 4 hours today after staying up all night until 6 in the morning drinking and spazzing with 2, then went straight to work and closed up.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
arlekin stopped by and we did a bit of Changeling, but not too terribly much; the Bookshop was a very very busy place to be today. As much as I really liked the influx of people, it interfered with what was shaping up to be a pretty good Changeling game. Even now, I'm half-tempted to run over there and at least finish the scene.
Too bad I need sleep so much more.
In other news, we paid the first month's rent for the new apartment and I got my key, so it's pretty much ours; now I can start moving my stuff from here to there. The utilities get turned on over the weekend, the network with Joey's apartment should be available soon after that, and the rest of the folks in the house should be settled in by the time the weekend's over.
New things are always scary but really joyous. I feel pretty good about the situation; I think that I'll be in a much better environment now, one where it's easier to share honestly. I really do like my roommate, but at this point I think we'd make better friends than living partners. <:) The relationship aspect of my life is getting a bit messier; I'm finding myself with one-foot-in-love with quite a few people, though there's only one I can feasibly do anything with. This option presents a whole lot of problems, though; mainly all of it stems from just the stigma of having a relationship with this person. People would assume things that aren't necessarily true, other people would feel slighted, others still would feel lied to, and yet more would feel...inadequate. Love is a minefield...I think the fact that I'd be going into this with reservations is a pretty big sign that I'm not ready for a relationship, even if I'm considering it at this point. It's probably best to hang back and take it slow for a while; when in doubt, stick to the original plan. But still, it's been a long time since people have told me they loved me, and I believed it. It's a great feeling.
Just got back from work, and boy am I tired! I slept about 4 hours today after staying up all night until 6 in the morning drinking and spazzing with 2, then went straight to work and closed up.
arlekin stopped by and we did a bit of Changeling, but not too terribly much; the Bookshop was a very very busy place to be today. As much as I really liked the influx of people, it interfered with what was shaping up to be a pretty good Changeling game. Even now, I'm half-tempted to run over there and at least finish the scene.Too bad I need sleep so much more.
In other news, we paid the first month's rent for the new apartment and I got my key, so it's pretty much ours; now I can start moving my stuff from here to there. The utilities get turned on over the weekend, the network with Joey's apartment should be available soon after that, and the rest of the folks in the house should be settled in by the time the weekend's over.
New things are always scary but really joyous. I feel pretty good about the situation; I think that I'll be in a much better environment now, one where it's easier to share honestly. I really do like my roommate, but at this point I think we'd make better friends than living partners. <:) The relationship aspect of my life is getting a bit messier; I'm finding myself with one-foot-in-love with quite a few people, though there's only one I can feasibly do anything with. This option presents a whole lot of problems, though; mainly all of it stems from just the stigma of having a relationship with this person. People would assume things that aren't necessarily true, other people would feel slighted, others still would feel lied to, and yet more would feel...inadequate. Love is a minefield...I think the fact that I'd be going into this with reservations is a pretty big sign that I'm not ready for a relationship, even if I'm considering it at this point. It's probably best to hang back and take it slow for a while; when in doubt, stick to the original plan. But still, it's been a long time since people have told me they loved me, and I believed it. It's a great feeling.
