Upon Which I Stand
May. 28th, 2004 07:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jakebe
Straightened the Arkansas section last night, and brought out books from the duplicate section that weren't out on the shelves. I just know Charles is going to have something to say about it, but I'm sure I can deal. I think.
I keep waffling back and forth between being OK and being guilty and being sad and being jealous. There's really no excuse for it besides mental acrobatics. At least in one way a lot of 'problems' are solved.
Since Prismo won't be able to make AC, I'm just not going to be able to either. I'll be sending e-mails to everyone this affects today or tomorrow, so there's as much time as possible to get things together. Roz, if you're still needing a room, give me a few days and I'll see what I can do.
I'm sorry to all the folks I was hoping to meet up with this year; uhm, eat two Oreos in remembrance. ;)
I've noticed a lot recently how I'm just generally nervous or scared around most people, except a few that have assured me it's OK to be comfortable. ;) You know who you are. Despite being expressive (and pretty damned exhibitionist with this journal and all), I'm...introverted. Shy, even. I wouldn't have thought about that word to describe me, but I'm thinking it fits now more all the time. It's a trait from Darkest Childhood that's come back from the undercurrent to rip off my legs.
I keep waffling back and forth between being OK and being guilty and being sad and being jealous. There's really no excuse for it besides mental acrobatics. At least in one way a lot of 'problems' are solved.
Since Prismo won't be able to make AC, I'm just not going to be able to either. I'll be sending e-mails to everyone this affects today or tomorrow, so there's as much time as possible to get things together. Roz, if you're still needing a room, give me a few days and I'll see what I can do.
I'm sorry to all the folks I was hoping to meet up with this year; uhm, eat two Oreos in remembrance. ;)
I've noticed a lot recently how I'm just generally nervous or scared around most people, except a few that have assured me it's OK to be comfortable. ;) You know who you are. Despite being expressive (and pretty damned exhibitionist with this journal and all), I'm...introverted. Shy, even. I wouldn't have thought about that word to describe me, but I'm thinking it fits now more all the time. It's a trait from Darkest Childhood that's come back from the undercurrent to rip off my legs.
