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jakebe ([personal profile] jakebe) wrote2003-01-18 12:17 pm

Well, Anyone...

Hey there, all...

Having one of those days where I just don't seem to fit in anywhere, no matter what, blah blah...alienation...blah, blah...disconnection...blah blah blah.

I wonder if this is a specific psychological condition or anything. I think the layman's term for it is "too much MUCKing". Besides maybe three people on-line, there's not really anyone I can get along with too well on a consistent basis. Normally, this would raise all sorts of bells and whistles about my qualities as a person, but I'm not really sure that's it. But it's not anyone else's fault either...it's just, hmm...I'm always a beat behind with people. I know I'm not looking at the world and other people in the way that I'd like, but I have no idea how to change that.

Sounds like more fixing is in order.