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jakebe ([personal profile] jakebe) wrote2002-10-07 05:04 pm

A Brief Bitch

Another day, another bit of time spent in the GC. I have determined three things.

1. I will never be a good enough friend to people for them to open up and trust me with what they're like when they're happy.

2. I will never be interesting enough not to be left behind when someone more interesting and/or outgoing shows up to call on someone.

3. I won't be going to the Giant's Club for a while. In fact, I may stay off the whole damned MUCK for a bit. It's too stressful, and I don't get it.

Other than that, things are pretty good. Not being as productive as I'd like to be, but hey, what else is new? I've been in a pretty good mood overall since the weekend, but I'm torn between being reclusive again to write and being social while I'm happy...and since I keep coming up on a brick wall on the social end of things, I might as well stop trying and draw in.