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As I Recall I Think We Both Kind Of Liked It
The shindig at Roz' place in KC was awesome. It was really good to just get up there and hang with a lot of close friends. :) It was also really good to destroy everyone at mini-golf. >:)
Roofus showed up, which was just...awesome, lovely and amazing! He treated everyone to "Mondo 16," which featured "Coal Black and De Sebben Dwarfs." Even despite the fact that thick nigger lips were flapping the whole time, it was actually pretty funny, in that weird, 50s Looney Tunes kind of way.
Roofus showed up, which was just...awesome, lovely and amazing! He treated everyone to "Mondo 16," which featured "Coal Black and De Sebben Dwarfs." Even despite the fact that thick nigger lips were flapping the whole time, it was actually pretty funny, in that weird, 50s Looney Tunes kind of way.
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The shindig at Roz' place in KC was awesome. It was really good to just get up there and hang with a lot of close friends. :) It was also really good to destroy everyone at mini-golf. >:)
Roofus showed up, which was just...awesome, lovely and amazing! He treated everyone to "Mondo 16," which featured "Coal Black and De Sebben Dwarfs." Even despite the fact that thick nigger lips were flapping the whole time, it was actually pretty funny, in that weird, 50s Looney Tunes kind of way. <:) It's really a shame that cartoons like that can't be enjoyed for what they are any more, because stupid black people have to get all in a fuss about it. >:)
Yes, yes, I know...and I understand why people would get offended by it. But banning racist cartoons of the era isn't really the answer; it doesn't solve anything and it just sweeps history under the rug to be forgotten and ultimately repeated. If you face your demons, you can conquer them; running from or ignoring them is just counter-productive. You want to make sure stereotypes like that are never used again? Then bring it out in the open so people know *why* it's not cool.
I could go on and on and on about this, but I won't. There's a lot of things the black political community just doesn't get and until they do they'll continue to piss on the sacrifices made in the 60s by whining about bullshit racism and practicing hypocrisy as a matter of course. :P
Anyway, I was exposed to that, and "The Venture Bros.", a send-up of Johnny Quest-style cartoons. That rules, I hope they make a series out of it. :) I also got to play Apples to Apples for the very first time; it's a pretty fun game, I managed to win once before we left. <:)
Let's see...got Rozberk and Seph a few books for presents, and they seem to have liked them. I learned a bit of disturbing trivia about Roz; the man has never even *heard* of "The Wind in the Willows," which is *only* the best children's story ever! I could go on about *that*, too, but I'll spare folks.
In other news...my mood is bottoming out, I think. I'm increasingly overwhelmed, filled with feelings of outright hopelessness, shame and self-loathing, and it's getting harder to really get up and do *anything*. It's like I'm backsliding towards 1999 all over again or something. No real sense of self, or of pride, just this...emptiness that's not clean at all. It's not the emptiness of letting go, it's a stagnation, I guess a hollowness is more descriptive. I don't feel empty, I feel hollow.
Despite this, I have to do laundry for PMP, start packing, try and get Boomer Express to Tyrnn before too long, try and write something else and get enough sleep to go into work early tomorrow. On top of all of it, I think I'm coming down with a cold. :/
I wish I could just sit and stare vacantly at something for a day or two.
Roofus showed up, which was just...awesome, lovely and amazing! He treated everyone to "Mondo 16," which featured "Coal Black and De Sebben Dwarfs." Even despite the fact that thick nigger lips were flapping the whole time, it was actually pretty funny, in that weird, 50s Looney Tunes kind of way. <:) It's really a shame that cartoons like that can't be enjoyed for what they are any more, because stupid black people have to get all in a fuss about it. >:)
Yes, yes, I know...and I understand why people would get offended by it. But banning racist cartoons of the era isn't really the answer; it doesn't solve anything and it just sweeps history under the rug to be forgotten and ultimately repeated. If you face your demons, you can conquer them; running from or ignoring them is just counter-productive. You want to make sure stereotypes like that are never used again? Then bring it out in the open so people know *why* it's not cool.
I could go on and on and on about this, but I won't. There's a lot of things the black political community just doesn't get and until they do they'll continue to piss on the sacrifices made in the 60s by whining about bullshit racism and practicing hypocrisy as a matter of course. :P
Anyway, I was exposed to that, and "The Venture Bros.", a send-up of Johnny Quest-style cartoons. That rules, I hope they make a series out of it. :) I also got to play Apples to Apples for the very first time; it's a pretty fun game, I managed to win once before we left. <:)
Let's see...got Rozberk and Seph a few books for presents, and they seem to have liked them. I learned a bit of disturbing trivia about Roz; the man has never even *heard* of "The Wind in the Willows," which is *only* the best children's story ever! I could go on about *that*, too, but I'll spare folks.
In other news...my mood is bottoming out, I think. I'm increasingly overwhelmed, filled with feelings of outright hopelessness, shame and self-loathing, and it's getting harder to really get up and do *anything*. It's like I'm backsliding towards 1999 all over again or something. No real sense of self, or of pride, just this...emptiness that's not clean at all. It's not the emptiness of letting go, it's a stagnation, I guess a hollowness is more descriptive. I don't feel empty, I feel hollow.
Despite this, I have to do laundry for PMP, start packing, try and get Boomer Express to Tyrnn before too long, try and write something else and get enough sleep to go into work early tomorrow. On top of all of it, I think I'm coming down with a cold. :/
I wish I could just sit and stare vacantly at something for a day or two.